Thursday, September 13, 2007

Staying engaged

I've had a good work week, having to make a talk today at a national program review. It went well and I was glad to talk with my colleagues. I had a good feeling at the end of the day that I had done my best. Based on that, I was happy as I went home and got an opportunity to then just relax. I like work weeks that are filled with activities and interactions. Many times, I am in my office at the laboratory where I work, solitary and working on data or a report. I like my solitude but also enjoy getting together with other scientists and participating in discussions about programmatic direction.

Sometimes too much solitude gets me too far inside my head. I like staying engaged with others and find that I take comfort in being around other people. I often have to make sure of my motives though because the need to be engaged with others can be directly related to some fear that I may be feeling and don't want to face when I'm alone. But today I am just enjoying the intellectual discussion and not feeling overcome by fear or self-will. I'm glad to have this day and am looking forward to more discussions tomorrow.

There are times when I think that I have the greatest job in the world. I suppose that's why I got into this field to begin with. It's not only intellectually challenging but also has allowed me to see so many interesting things.

3 comments:

  1. it is so wonderful to have work you love to do!

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  2. Hi Syd, I didn't always love my work, but as the years go by, I find a comfort level in knowing what I'm doing (most of the time). I work with some really great folks too...and that makes my days pleasant. You sound content..and that is a cool feeling.

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  3. Hi Syd,

    Your soul has so much depth. My love adores being surrouned by people . . . sometimes I just don't get it for I am an isolater. at times. However some of his beautiful attributes (those which I see you hold) I truly appreciate. They offer me comfort. I enjoy watching him be surrounded by friendship & love. I seek this.

    Intellectuals . . somehow I think you two would get along so well :)

    For you to be happy in what you do, RIGHT ON! Not many can say such.

    Muah!

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